I miss you

Poo Daddy told me last night that he suddenly missed little Bao, my reaction was :”What? I thought you miss him everyday and night?” Then he said “Ya lah, but yesterday's feeling was very strong!”.
“So, what you do next?” I said.
“Continue working loh” He replied.
“@#$%#$.....” I mumbled.
Sometimes I do too, in the middle of the day when I was busy doing my job, Little Bao’s cutie face will flash in my head….or sometimes when I walked in the mall during lunch hour, I will think of him.People always said, your son/daughter was your lover in the previous life. This myth is somehow true, as we will only think of our lover at anytime, at anyplace.

Recently I feel very touched on an radio advertisement….Something like this...the advertisement is in Cantonese.

“ Mummy, How are you? I’m fine here”
“ Mummy, I miss you very much, I hope you are fine too”
“ I dream every night, I see the fierce fire….and you hold me very tightly with you whole body”
“Mummy, do not worry about me, I will be good here, I know you can hear me and protect me from heaven”

I repeatedly hearing this many… many times on the radio, it’s a fire extinguisher advertisement. I still getting heavy every time I hear. Mother always prepared to sacrifice everything to love to protect her kid…including her life. That’s the born to be instinct deeply embedded in every living creature.

090909~ our love last forever~

Only realized today is 090909, quickly post something before the clock strikes 12am...

Today should be a very auspicious day,i can proof it right as today is a smooth sailing day for me, no major arguement at work ..haha ...LOL!Maybe everyone mood is also better today.

What to talk about for this special day? Love story???Me not good in telling story...I always cut everything short...so it will ended up with a dead boring summary. Furthermore Poo daddy is not a romantic person...could not remember any romantic scene appeared before..

Guess most romantic thing i can mark is our anniversary, we dated on Valentines' day and our ROM also fall into Valentine's day.

Oh..i recalled...Poo daddy bought me first bunch of roses when we first dated on Valentins' day...
A very cute South Park "Kenny soft toy" and a pot of rose on my first birthday...I still keeping the "Kenny Chai" in our store room :P
The following birthdays ,Poo daddy also bought me flowers and gift....till we married, birthday present...anniversary present are becoming "upon request" LOL!

The below conversation always appears in our chat...

Poo Mame:"B...."
Poo Daddy:"Yes?"
Poo Mame :"How much u love me ah?"
Poo Daddy:"Love loh..."
Poo Mame :"How much love ler...Now love me more or last time?"
Poo Daddy:"Aiya..same...lah, no change."
Poo Mame :"Sure ah? If you got 100 Million love, how much is for me?"
Poo Daddy:" 50/50 la"
Poo Mame:" Why 50 only? The rest ler?"
Poo Daddy:"Oh i have to keep some for myself, my family mah.."
Poo Mame :"I want all la"
Poo Daddy:"ok la ok la...give u all la"
POO Mame then happily hugs Poo daddy....Then poo daddy will shake his head..Haha!!!
It's fun...though this keep on repeating!!!Haha!

But now the 50/50 rule changed to 50% for Poo Mame and 50% to little Poo ...Hooray!!!


Wish everyone 9~9~9, in chinese last forever.....


Our love stays young forever~ Muarksss~

How little Poo change Poo daddy

Poo daddy is the youngest son in his family,has the greatest love of all. His parents see him as a precious ,as a star.Maybe due to different family education, you are not a friendly person and a too detailed person (too much thinking) LOL!

It was a difficult process and hard decision for him when i first told him i want a kid in our family. I could not remember how much fight we had in this topic,and finally he agrees with me (but i know he was forced to agree with me).

One day in July 07, i told him i was not feeling well and Poo daddy brought me to see doctor in nearby Clinic, and i was diagnosed as 5 weeks pregnant.I was so ...so happy, but did not see the same thing on his face...i see worriness on his face but the happiness that i had overcame the sadness that Poo daddy given to me...

I'm not so lucky as most of the mum-to-be where hubby is taking good care of their preggie wife. Most of the time i handled things on my own, i had dinner alone...i spent time with my baby alone, Poo Daddy kept busy on his work :(

8 months passed, Little Poo came to our live... I asked Poo Daddy how did he feeled?He observed the whole delivery process, he feeled mysterious more than happy...A baby came out from my stomach and arrived into his life.

This kid changes Poo Daddy, from not-kids friendly hubby to a lovingly daddy!I think that's power from the little Poo!!!

Poo Daddy can carry new born little Poo, amazing!
Poo Daddy feeds little Poo, unbelievable!
Poo Daddy peeps on little Poo when little Poo is sleeping, Sweet!

Little Poo has turned Poo Daddy to a better person, a more real person.Poo Daddy now misses little Poo more than mame, everytime he shops, he looks for little Poo stuffs...His desktop keep flashing little Poo photos.

After 18 months, i asked the same question again, How do you feel now?
"I feel different, unexplanable bond to little Poo, he melts my heart!" this was the answer he gave.
"Do you still scared of responsility?"
"Not that heavy as before Little Poo was borned" He said :)

Seeing little Poo grow day by day and getting smarter and smarter,he will sure smile in his heart that he made the right decision!

momentum in life

Do you have a dream?What is your dream?
My dream is very simple...
Wake up early each morning, make a set of English breakfast for Poo Daddy, myself and little Poo....We go to work after breakfast and Little Poo go to school...I cook dinner each day for Poo daddy and little Poo,imagine both of them sitting on the dining table waiting for their food :) 3 of us then squeeze in a couch, watching TV....then Poo Daddy read bed time story for little Poo before go to bed.We go parks...shopping..watch movie....sports together during weekends....
Above is my dream,a very ordinary life to everyone....but for me, it's only a dream.
We've made a very difficult choice in our life and because of this, Both Poo daddy and i were separated by distance....We dream for each other in different corner of the globe each night.
As we chat about future, Poo daddy said we are his momentum to move forward...Without me and little Poo, his life is meaningless...whatever he strikes now will not serve any purpose.
Very soon....very soon... our dream will come true, we just have to hold on for a little while.Poo Daddy will drive us to the destination with his full momentum!!!

Chinese? English???

I'm Chinese educated since kindergarten,Chinese is my mother language,first word i know is not "A..B..C" but "一。。。。二。。。。三". I have never never doubt my Chinese standard until recently.... Friends around me said:"Oh, ya...u sure u are Chinese educated?" Oh my god! Is my mandarin that bad?! I admit that i may mixed a little Cantonese slang, that's always common for "Ipoh Mari". LOL!
So, i gave myself a reading test, i tried to read a paragraph in a Chinese article,and you know what, i couldn't read smoothly like the old school days! I stopped every 3-5 words...Oh gosh, i almost want to hide myself under the table.

I told my best friend of mine (my ex-schoolmate) that my Chinese is being challenged by colleagues and friends, and she didn't believe me.In her memory, my Chinese is good,as i always scored high marks in essay writing, and even submitted post to magazines.

Guess i have returned whatever i have learned from school to my teachers.In today's working environment,we use English most of the time, i would say since we graduated from High School, we no longer speak and write Chinese,gradually i have lost the power of mastering this language.Will it be too late to pick it up again?I still strongly believe nothing is too late :)

I will definitely send my little Poo to Chinese school, i always proud for myself as a Chinese educated student.Well...Do not fool yourself, it's no longer English education system now in our primary school unless you send your kids to International School.
A very good example is Poo Daddy, who is a banana....He regrets that he does not know Chinese and missed out a lot of interesting stuffs in his life, books..entertainments...and now even work is hard for him in China :(

Do remember one thing, your kid's future count on you, one simple action from you decides their future!!!

Words to Poo Daddy

I'm in early 30's, but longing for retirement, so do my hubby....

We are planning to work till 40s then will have our retired life, or worst case half retirement. In order to hit financial freedom, we have to struggle a lot now, work harder..save for rainy days and hubby sacrificing his comfort zone and a very good prospect work but to suffer alone at overseas now.

At the begininning, people look at us in doubtful eyes and disagree with our decision, no one is supportive in what have been decided, I feel sad as well with the decision...After several months have passed....i'm still surviving...a ha....ha...LOL!

What i have to say is, life is definitely hard without my beloved hubby to be around all the time, but compare to him, i'm still somehow better. I have Gary to accompany andI'm looking forward each day...to see how he learn new things, to see how he laugh...he cries....

What Poo daddy is having each day is work work work and only able to catch baobao smileys...and stone stone face from his pc. He is counting down each day for his home trip....Me too!He is taking all the blaims to leave me and Boabao here alone, i surely know it was a heavy decision for him. So as a understandable wife i have to be inline with his desicion though it is damn hard for me...

But now i finally realized it's also not easy for you, hubby! Your life is so empty now without me and Gary always by your side.....Don't worry, i will not scold you anymore......but to listen to u,ok? :)

I believe in you, we strive now for our better life in future!With holding hands together, we step on the finishing line,ok?Kanbate!

By the way, on top of the retirement plan, my 2nd honey moon plan still need to come true! Don't let me down..my personal fund manager...heehee...