busy weekend

Last weekend, brothers and i celebrated a belated Father's day lunch for our father. He suggested that we go for Sitiawan seafood, so being good daughter and sons, we purposely drove down to Sitiawan to have seafood lunch...We did not aware it is located o far, we thought it is only about 45 minutes drive from Ipoh town...After the lunch,my brother said...went to a pirate ship, should just had lunch nearby ..LOL!
But, can really see my father is happy to see us all attended to the lunch ....which already worth the effort...:)


It was a busy home trip, after had lunch with my own family, then next was be dinner with my MIL and BIL, we went to have vegetarian sushi, My BIL misses the food here after being months in China.Frankly, i like the food here too...especially the sushi.

We went to Tesco to have little shop , reached home about 10.30pm, i suppose to meet up with my best friend who so happened to return home at the same time.But she had plan, so we postponed to Sunday.

All i can say is a tiring Saturday, despite of the traveling and being out the whole day, i need to take care of little Bao , who ran up and down in the car,did not give me a chance to have peaceful lunch and dinner....Days of battle on the table just begins, he just wants to be like us, using spoon and fork on the dining place, taking food that meant for adult, rejecting his own baby food... His stubborn character is more and more surface up now, little Poo very soon becomes a little monster in my life :(

Sunday began with a brunch,finally met up with my best friend at her house, i did not bring little Bao (my MIL helped me to take care of my him)...We even went to visited another good friend, all 3 of us were very good friends during school day. Time flies, it almost 15 years we graduated from school,only meeting once or twice a year during big day.

Though the last weekend was so packed, but i really enjoyed it...precious moments with families and friends.

A sad live story

My heart is heavy...after i read a very sad live story.A blog that a husband write for his wife who passed away unexpectedly after 46 days battle with the cancer cell. All happened in a sudden...so fast...

SeeYiheng is the blog that i were saying...

I can really feel the pain...

May all of us stay healthy always...

Bathing in the stream

Last weekend we joined a Durian makan -makan trip at Balik Pulau, We went in an orchard and have durian feast by the stream, sounds really interesting, right? It is indeed, despite of the tiring hike with the little Bao. LOL!

It is suppose a 15 minutes hike, but carried a 10kg little adult, it dragged me about 30 mins....to reach the stream.Sweat..... but a lot of fun!


See how much fun my son had...playing in the stream.



Showing off the new swimming trunk i bought for him...










This suppose to be a durian feast..why no photos of durian??? Too busy taking care of him in the water....kakaka!

What is in your mind when u are dying?

I woke up in the middle of the night,suddenly felt difficult to breath and my chest was pain.I did not know what happened,could feel the my heart was like burning.
I got up from bed and sat up right, the chest pain still there and i tried to drink some water, the pain got stronger and coming with fast heart beat.

You know what came into my mind instantly??? Am i dying? No..i can't die now....If i die,who is taking care of little Poo???Poo daddy is not here....No, god....i can't die just like that...Atleast let me see Poo daddy is back and be with little Poo....No..i can't die now......I turned and looked at little Poo, he was sleeping tightly besides me....No..i can't die...i can't die now...
Maybe i should go to the hospital, I pull myself up and went downstair, saw my best friend was still working in the living room,she also worried to see me in pain, asked me to make some hot drink, maybe it helps to relief a bit.If not then go see doctor right away.

I made myself a half cup of Horlicks, sitting on the sofa....i can feeled to Horlicks ran down in my throat, pain...What's wrong???Totally no idea.Funny thing was i told her maybe the tablet that i took before bed stucked in my esophagus. Then she laughed at me...If really that's the case,u sure choked.

After a while, i burped, a lot of gas....feeled better after gas were burped out.
We diagnosed that the root couse should gas in my stomach.It could be the ginger tea that i took in the evening which relieves the gas and causing chest pain. This Chest pain caused by heart burn generally originates at the top of the stomach and leading the burning sensation to higher up in the throat.


After this incident, I realised the bond is so strong between me and little Poo,i care about him the most on that critical moment.I can't leave him unless he is being well taken care....unless Poo Daddy is with him...
So if i die, i want to die in Poo daddy arms and hug of little Poo.

"Something" that would change my life

I'm anticipating something...something that i would really want to try...
But this something that i'm waiting for seems getting further now...it touched me, making me feel great and giving me hope....But all seems getting vague now...like disappearing in the mist...
Sounds very mysterious???LOL!
I guess i should not take this "something" too seriously, if it's turning into real then it's a bonus to me ...Well,I'm wrapping this up,carry on my life now...

Laziness climbs over my head

Lazy..very lazy...

Do not feel like to talk ...

Do not feel like to move...

Do not feel like to think...

Just let me be a lazy pig for a while,ok?

Last weekend, brothers and friends were at town,visited some tourist spots that i will not go in normal days... :P
Went to Spice Garden,made one big round in Penang Island,had durian in Balik Pulau...Disovered my little Poo is also like me, having motion sickness....You know waht is my first reaction? I laughed.....Muahaha..I recall,still find it's funny...He was having his favourite biscuit, then suddenly he looked to the front kept asking me for "chut chut" (His pacifier).At first i did not understand why he was having biscuits halfway , some more need his pacifier then suddenly i realised....coz i was having nausee too that time while going on the winding road at Balik Pulau.
Little Poo immediately lie on my lap,quietly sucking his pacifier....did not move at all...It was so funny to look at him having motion sickness...LOL!!!

















Some photos taken in Spice Garden, there is a small stream in the garden and Little Poo enjoyed so much!

16 months old Gary

Gary is reaching 16 months old now, but his size still look as tiny as 1 year old boy. My little bao dislikes milk,this really bringing me headache.....He likes to have solids, but solids is not as nutricious as milk :(
I started new trick now,i'm giving him cheese, apparently he likes it and hope this will help to boost his weight and height gain :)



See how bossy he is....sitting in his car seat..taking nap


I did not take a lot of photos of him recently,lazy ...After the maid left...Tonnes of work need to be done and this super glue boy just recovered from Herpes....

Little Bao getting more sticky lately, since he was 15 months.Just suddenly not getting any friendly, he wasn't that last time,he used to be super friendly, anyone can carry him, so anyone can walk away with my son if i do not aware.

Maybe it's good sign that he is becoming more alert to strangers, then i can feel safe.

Little Bao getting very very cheeky now, he imitates adult to make monkey face, come to hug me and kiss me after i scolded him....feed me with his favourite food, kiss me before he goes to bed ....All i can say is...So warm in my heart!!!

I love you,son....Thanks for filling my life with such wonderful moment!

How could this happen to me???

Lately like this song very much
How could this happen to me- By Simple Plan

Sometimes when i'm down , i feel this song connected with me :( Well, ok....only sometimes...sometimes...

I will be quickly cheered up by my little Bao when he smile at me :)


See below, do you feel it connected to u too?

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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
Why in here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

What could be worse?

My company started workforce reduction exercise for quite a while, every month we hearing..so and so got the package and left the company.Most of the time i only play as a listerner role or more to "keh poh" , it means busybody in English.
I never thought that this is going to hit me till early this year, after seeing so many people are leaving, even those "big gun". I suddenly wake up from day dream, well ...there will be one day, this going to fall onto me,mentally i already well prepared to accept the fact that " I could be retrenched". It's not a lost to me, it's a lost to the company :0
My company was acquired by an International financial instituition, but they have no mission and vision to expand and develop the company, after all these years i can see only cost cutting, selling off division which not earning money...down sizing....All they care is financial figures, they cares about how much $$$ going into their pocket, don't talk about employee welfare....who cares?
Lately the retrenchment storm started again, and it finally comes to my department, everyone is speculating ...and i think "it 's ok. it could be my turn now...", Ended up, there is one colleague of mine being retrenched. I'm safe this round, could be safe for another 3 months, before the next storm is coming to the city :P
No one is scared being retrenched in this company, strange , isn't it? Most of the employee hoping that being offered the retrenchment package. You can imagine how bad is the morale....
Isn't it good to be paid for a break and charge up to look for new oppoturnity???Think in a more positive way.
I have lost the enthusiasm and passion to work for this company, if i stay longer here i will become another "Anaconda", keep on hibernating ...... :)
It's time to put a stop....Will see what's happened next!