Only realized today is 090909, quickly post something before the clock strikes 12am...
Today should be a very auspicious day,i can proof it right as today is a smooth sailing day for me, no major arguement at work ..haha ...LOL!Maybe everyone mood is also better today.
What to talk about for this special day? Love story???Me not good in telling story...I always cut everything short...so it will ended up with a dead boring summary. Furthermore Poo daddy is not a romantic person...could not remember any romantic scene appeared before..
Guess most romantic thing i can mark is our anniversary, we dated on Valentines' day and our ROM also fall into Valentine's day.
Oh..i recalled...Poo daddy bought me first bunch of roses when we first dated on Valentins' day...
A very cute South Park "Kenny soft toy" and a pot of rose on my first birthday...I still keeping the "Kenny Chai" in our store room :P
The following birthdays ,Poo daddy also bought me flowers and gift....till we married, birthday present...anniversary present are becoming "upon request" LOL!
The below conversation always appears in our chat...
Poo Mame:"B...."
Poo Daddy:"Yes?"
Poo Mame :"How much u love me ah?"
Poo Daddy:"Love loh..."
Poo Mame :"How much love ler...Now love me more or last time?"
Poo Daddy:"Aiya..same...lah, no change."
Poo Mame :"Sure ah? If you got 100 Million love, how much is for me?"
Poo Daddy:" 50/50 la"
Poo Mame:" Why 50 only? The rest ler?"
Poo Daddy:"Oh i have to keep some for myself, my family mah.."
Poo Mame :"I want all la"
Poo Daddy:"ok la ok la...give u all la"
POO Mame then happily hugs Poo daddy....Then poo daddy will shake his head..Haha!!!
It's fun...though this keep on repeating!!!Haha!
But now the 50/50 rule changed to 50% for Poo Mame and 50% to little Poo ...Hooray!!!
Wish everyone 9~9~9, in chinese last forever.....
Our love stays young forever~ Muarksss~
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
19 months old Gary
I think I'm seriously getting lazy, not many post i have published lately...partly due to busy work life that i'm having now....damn super duper "Roti Canai" colleague giving me a hard life!!really want to @#$@%@^. Must thank my colleague giving him a nice name "Roti Canai", coz he always flip flop in his statements....annoying!
OK..i should delete this person in my memory, he ain't important in my family... my life.
Let's talk about little Bao,time flies..He is 19 months now, But still look tiny. :(
He speaks quite a lot now but with his own language, only people that genius like me (his mum) understand him ..LOL!
Though he is not well spoken yet, but he starts argue with me...He pointed to a chicken say "Bird", i corrected him, but he keeps telling me "bird..bird". Another example, i said , see there is a dog, then he will reply me "wowo"."No, it's dog" I said. But what can i hear is all "wowo", "wowo"..Faint!!!
Little Bao a very "wai sek" boy. Anything that i put in my mouth, he will ask for his share...But he does not like his own food like porridge and milk. Oh...apparently his milk intake is increasing after i changed to Pediasure.Hope this will last forever....I do not mind to pay more as long as he drinks milk.
All his teeth already popped up, started to train him to brush his teeth every morning and nite.
There are another 2 things that i wanted to train him,most difficult tasks
1) Get rid of his pacifier, he is too addicted with his pacifier,guess my baby sitter needs to play her part too, seriously need to cut down the use of pacifier.
2) Pee Pee, he tells us when he wants to poo, but not when he wants to pee. I have tried few times to bring him to toilet bowl, but he still pee on his pants...My target is diaper free when he reaches 2 !Keep it up!!!
He has good memory, and i guess most kids do.
A boy is a boy, inherited all kinds of naughty character...see below pictures...
At first sit happily on a bean bag
Starts sinking
Half of his body inside the bag
Sunk further after 5 seconds....
Mame, help ...help me!
OK..i should delete this person in my memory, he ain't important in my family... my life.
Let's talk about little Bao,time flies..He is 19 months now, But still look tiny. :(
He speaks quite a lot now but with his own language, only people that genius like me (his mum) understand him ..LOL!
Though he is not well spoken yet, but he starts argue with me...He pointed to a chicken say "Bird", i corrected him, but he keeps telling me "bird..bird". Another example, i said , see there is a dog, then he will reply me "wowo"."No, it's dog" I said. But what can i hear is all "wowo", "wowo"..Faint!!!
Little Bao a very "wai sek" boy. Anything that i put in my mouth, he will ask for his share...But he does not like his own food like porridge and milk. Oh...apparently his milk intake is increasing after i changed to Pediasure.Hope this will last forever....I do not mind to pay more as long as he drinks milk.
All his teeth already popped up, started to train him to brush his teeth every morning and nite.
There are another 2 things that i wanted to train him,most difficult tasks
1) Get rid of his pacifier, he is too addicted with his pacifier,guess my baby sitter needs to play her part too, seriously need to cut down the use of pacifier.
2) Pee Pee, he tells us when he wants to poo, but not when he wants to pee. I have tried few times to bring him to toilet bowl, but he still pee on his pants...My target is diaper free when he reaches 2 !Keep it up!!!
He has good memory, and i guess most kids do.
A boy is a boy, inherited all kinds of naughty character...see below pictures...
At first sit happily on a bean bag
Starts sinking
Half of his body inside the bag
Sunk further after 5 seconds....
Mame, help ...help me!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
How little Poo change Poo daddy
Poo daddy is the youngest son in his family,has the greatest love of all. His parents see him as a precious ,as a star.Maybe due to different family education, you are not a friendly person and a too detailed person (too much thinking) LOL!
It was a difficult process and hard decision for him when i first told him i want a kid in our family. I could not remember how much fight we had in this topic,and finally he agrees with me (but i know he was forced to agree with me).
One day in July 07, i told him i was not feeling well and Poo daddy brought me to see doctor in nearby Clinic, and i was diagnosed as 5 weeks pregnant.I was so ...so happy, but did not see the same thing on his face...i see worriness on his face but the happiness that i had overcame the sadness that Poo daddy given to me...
I'm not so lucky as most of the mum-to-be where hubby is taking good care of their preggie wife. Most of the time i handled things on my own, i had dinner alone...i spent time with my baby alone, Poo Daddy kept busy on his work :(
8 months passed, Little Poo came to our live... I asked Poo Daddy how did he feeled?He observed the whole delivery process, he feeled mysterious more than happy...A baby came out from my stomach and arrived into his life.
This kid changes Poo Daddy, from not-kids friendly hubby to a lovingly daddy!I think that's power from the little Poo!!!
Poo Daddy can carry new born little Poo, amazing!
Poo Daddy feeds little Poo, unbelievable!
Poo Daddy peeps on little Poo when little Poo is sleeping, Sweet!
Little Poo has turned Poo Daddy to a better person, a more real person.Poo Daddy now misses little Poo more than mame, everytime he shops, he looks for little Poo stuffs...His desktop keep flashing little Poo photos.
After 18 months, i asked the same question again, How do you feel now?
"I feel different, unexplanable bond to little Poo, he melts my heart!" this was the answer he gave.
"Do you still scared of responsility?"
"Not that heavy as before Little Poo was borned" He said :)
Seeing little Poo grow day by day and getting smarter and smarter,he will sure smile in his heart that he made the right decision!
It was a difficult process and hard decision for him when i first told him i want a kid in our family. I could not remember how much fight we had in this topic,and finally he agrees with me (but i know he was forced to agree with me).
One day in July 07, i told him i was not feeling well and Poo daddy brought me to see doctor in nearby Clinic, and i was diagnosed as 5 weeks pregnant.I was so ...so happy, but did not see the same thing on his face...i see worriness on his face but the happiness that i had overcame the sadness that Poo daddy given to me...
I'm not so lucky as most of the mum-to-be where hubby is taking good care of their preggie wife. Most of the time i handled things on my own, i had dinner alone...i spent time with my baby alone, Poo Daddy kept busy on his work :(
8 months passed, Little Poo came to our live... I asked Poo Daddy how did he feeled?He observed the whole delivery process, he feeled mysterious more than happy...A baby came out from my stomach and arrived into his life.
This kid changes Poo Daddy, from not-kids friendly hubby to a lovingly daddy!I think that's power from the little Poo!!!
Poo Daddy can carry new born little Poo, amazing!
Poo Daddy feeds little Poo, unbelievable!
Poo Daddy peeps on little Poo when little Poo is sleeping, Sweet!
Little Poo has turned Poo Daddy to a better person, a more real person.Poo Daddy now misses little Poo more than mame, everytime he shops, he looks for little Poo stuffs...His desktop keep flashing little Poo photos.
After 18 months, i asked the same question again, How do you feel now?
"I feel different, unexplanable bond to little Poo, he melts my heart!" this was the answer he gave.
"Do you still scared of responsility?"
"Not that heavy as before Little Poo was borned" He said :)
Seeing little Poo grow day by day and getting smarter and smarter,he will sure smile in his heart that he made the right decision!
Friday, August 14, 2009
coversations with my little Bao
I'm back....After a long silence :)
Last week was a stay at home mum, my baby sitter went on Tour, yeah..again!So i have to take care of little Bao myself.No doubt is tiring, but fun to be with him, to be honest he is not very cranky baby, oops...he is no longer baby, a boy boy now.So take care of him is not a difficult task.
Little Bao is 18 months now, understand pretty well on what i said to him, he even know when is the right time to ignore me.
Example 1:
When i ask, "Today you got good boy or not?", he looks left and right,pretends never listen...points to the sky says "Bird bird, no more."
Example 2:
When i ask, "Today you got drink nen nen?", He shakes his head and opens his arms ...then says "mame ..bao...bao..",asks me to carry him.
Example 3:
When I ask, " Can you kiss mame?" he turned his head, then i ask again" Can you kiss aunty?" Then he immediately kisses the aunt.
The happiest thing for him is go outing, think kids always like to hang around outside the house :)
"Come,we go"kai-kai" now, get your shoes". Then he will scream happily and run to the door steps and get his shoes.
"Give the ball to mame, we going to the car now,ok?
Then he will say "K". LOL!
He is getting naughtier day by day, throw things on the floor when he get angry, beat my face when i pull him up from something that i do not want him to touch or play.I can't stand him so naughty, so i started to cane him. Ya...I caned him when he throws tantrum.
Last week was a stay at home mum, my baby sitter went on Tour, yeah..again!So i have to take care of little Bao myself.No doubt is tiring, but fun to be with him, to be honest he is not very cranky baby, oops...he is no longer baby, a boy boy now.So take care of him is not a difficult task.
Little Bao is 18 months now, understand pretty well on what i said to him, he even know when is the right time to ignore me.
Example 1:
When i ask, "Today you got good boy or not?", he looks left and right,pretends never listen...points to the sky says "Bird bird, no more."
Example 2:
When i ask, "Today you got drink nen nen?", He shakes his head and opens his arms ...then says "mame ..bao...bao..",asks me to carry him.
Example 3:
When I ask, " Can you kiss mame?" he turned his head, then i ask again" Can you kiss aunty?" Then he immediately kisses the aunt.
The happiest thing for him is go outing, think kids always like to hang around outside the house :)
"Come,we go"kai-kai" now, get your shoes". Then he will scream happily and run to the door steps and get his shoes.
"Give the ball to mame, we going to the car now,ok?
Then he will say "K". LOL!
He is getting naughtier day by day, throw things on the floor when he get angry, beat my face when i pull him up from something that i do not want him to touch or play.I can't stand him so naughty, so i started to cane him. Ya...I caned him when he throws tantrum.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Places that i have stayed before part 2
Regensburg, Germany.
I was there for 3 months, experienced Winter and Spring. I experienced the coldest Winter in my life, it was -16 deg C. I swear you can't walk on the street more than 15 minutes. To me, it's fun! LOL! I like to see snow....falling from the sky.But walking in the snow can be awful.
This place is an old town, a district in Bavaria, famous with Alps and food.The Bavarian Alps define the border with Austria, and within the range is the highest peak in Germany,the Zugspitze.
The people...Generally Germans are quite self-righteous,they do not speak other languages and not easy to mix with. Probably they do not speak well in Engish.Make sure you know some key German words or equipped with a pocket dictionary, as the public places are not English friendly :(
Bavarians tend to place a great value on food and drink.
I miss the food here a lot....nd of course the beers!
Schwein braten-the most common dish in upper Bavaria. Pork served in slices with gravy, accompanied by Knödel (Smashed potato ball)
Schweinshaxe Grilled pork joint often served as half with Knödel and sauerkraut, best goes together with weissbeer!!!!
Nürnberger Bratwurst mit Sauerkraut- Smallest among all sausages in Bavaria, this one become famous all over Germany.Fried sausages served with sauerkraut is a speciality from Nürnberg
The standard serving for a beer is 0,5l " eine Halbe" beer is traditionally served by the litre in Germany
Dunkles (meaning "dark") that has a stronger taste because it is brewed with more malt. This one beats all kind of beers from other country .....taste so smooth and a bit sweet.
Weißbier - literally meaning "white beer" - is made of barley and wheat.It tastes more sour than Helles
Helles - which means "pale" .It is a type of lager beer, similar to the pilsener, but contains less hop and tastes sweeter.
All about food, right? Ya,other than the township, all i miss is the food :)
Poo Daddy having his 1 meter long sausage in the mini October fest
Me on the peak of Zugspitze
Poo Daddy having his Schweinshaxe, yummy!
1 litle beer....
Spring ...
I was there for 3 months, experienced Winter and Spring. I experienced the coldest Winter in my life, it was -16 deg C. I swear you can't walk on the street more than 15 minutes. To me, it's fun! LOL! I like to see snow....falling from the sky.But walking in the snow can be awful.
This place is an old town, a district in Bavaria, famous with Alps and food.The Bavarian Alps define the border with Austria, and within the range is the highest peak in Germany,the Zugspitze.
The people...Generally Germans are quite self-righteous,they do not speak other languages and not easy to mix with. Probably they do not speak well in Engish.Make sure you know some key German words or equipped with a pocket dictionary, as the public places are not English friendly :(
Bavarians tend to place a great value on food and drink.
I miss the food here a lot....nd of course the beers!
Schwein braten-the most common dish in upper Bavaria. Pork served in slices with gravy, accompanied by Knödel (Smashed potato ball)
Schweinshaxe Grilled pork joint often served as half with Knödel and sauerkraut, best goes together with weissbeer!!!!
Nürnberger Bratwurst mit Sauerkraut- Smallest among all sausages in Bavaria, this one become famous all over Germany.Fried sausages served with sauerkraut is a speciality from Nürnberg
The standard serving for a beer is 0,5l " eine Halbe" beer is traditionally served by the litre in Germany
Dunkles (meaning "dark") that has a stronger taste because it is brewed with more malt. This one beats all kind of beers from other country .....taste so smooth and a bit sweet.
Weißbier - literally meaning "white beer" - is made of barley and wheat.It tastes more sour than Helles
Helles - which means "pale" .It is a type of lager beer, similar to the pilsener, but contains less hop and tastes sweeter.
All about food, right? Ya,other than the township, all i miss is the food :)
Poo Daddy having his 1 meter long sausage in the mini October fest
Me on the peak of Zugspitze
Poo Daddy having his Schweinshaxe, yummy!
1 litle beer....
Spring ...
Monday, July 20, 2009
Doesn't these look great?!
Mr Bao at shopping mall...
Mr Bao in photo gallery
Mr Bao- My hero!!!
Mr Bao on the wall!
Friday, July 17, 2009
Places that i have been a while, Part 1
I like four seasons countries, I have been study abroad in UK to get my degree.It's a lovely place....very peaceful.I stayed a year in Hertfordshire,very close to the English capital-London, it's only 45 minutes travel in train to London,so almost every weekend we hang around in London.
London is also one of my favorite city,I still amazed with this city which is one of the largest financial center filled with wide range of peoples, cultures, and religions,yet it offers a great variety of Leisure, entertainment, cultural events..many many more...You will sure fall in love with this city once you landed your foot steps here.It's very convenient to walk around in London with the well connection of the underground tubes.
I still remember there is a movie starred by Julia Roberts and Hugh Grant called "Notting Hill" in the same year when i was in UK, we purposely take the tube and explore this quiet street where the filming took place...Feeled the romance in the air!
Portobello Road at Notting Hill Gate
The Travel Bookshop, located close to Portobello Road
See, this is the place where i stayed
My uni...
My uni....
Every Wednesday and Saturday must go places>>>>Weekly market at St Albans
St albans
The place that i shopped a lot in Watford
Poo Daddy and I planned to return for a visit in a couple of years later...Hope he does not disappointing me ..:)
Stayed tuned for part 2...
London is also one of my favorite city,I still amazed with this city which is one of the largest financial center filled with wide range of peoples, cultures, and religions,yet it offers a great variety of Leisure, entertainment, cultural events..many many more...You will sure fall in love with this city once you landed your foot steps here.It's very convenient to walk around in London with the well connection of the underground tubes.
I still remember there is a movie starred by Julia Roberts and Hugh Grant called "Notting Hill" in the same year when i was in UK, we purposely take the tube and explore this quiet street where the filming took place...Feeled the romance in the air!
Portobello Road at Notting Hill Gate
The Travel Bookshop, located close to Portobello Road
See, this is the place where i stayed
My uni...
My uni....
Every Wednesday and Saturday must go places>>>>Weekly market at St Albans
St albans
The place that i shopped a lot in Watford
Poo Daddy and I planned to return for a visit in a couple of years later...Hope he does not disappointing me ..:)
Stayed tuned for part 2...
Stay or go???
Talked to Poo Daddy....about our future and Mr Bao's future...Looking at the situation now..the government>>>fighting parties, education >>>messy,environment>>>lack of safety, the whole country is going backwards...Foresee in next 10-20 years, our kids future will be very much tougher.So, shall we do something for our kids? Shall we stay here in this home ground where our families are or shall we move???Still an undecided action.
Poo daddy and i have been to overseas for our tertiary study, we both like the weather, environment and life style there. We did not stay back to work at that time as we did not aggressively looking for a job there, we rather came back to our home ground. But after all these years,we see....we hear...we feel...the country that brought us up fails us...Do we want our kids going thru the same pain like us???It's hard to decide to go for better place for the good of our kids or to lay back here where all the friends and families are, despite of all lousy systems, dramatic pictures in our politics and government.
Poo daddy and i have been to overseas for our tertiary study, we both like the weather, environment and life style there. We did not stay back to work at that time as we did not aggressively looking for a job there, we rather came back to our home ground. But after all these years,we see....we hear...we feel...the country that brought us up fails us...Do we want our kids going thru the same pain like us???It's hard to decide to go for better place for the good of our kids or to lay back here where all the friends and families are, despite of all lousy systems, dramatic pictures in our politics and government.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Passport photos
Last Tuesday i brought Little Bao to take passport photos.I want to get ready a passport for him just in case we want to go overseas...or to visit Poo daddy.
It just too funny to see his passport photos,so i requested the photographer to give me all the soft copies....Well, of course no free lunch, i need to pay extra for the extra softcopies...
Look at him....so uncle!!!!So "Ah pek"!!!!
"Herng Pek Pek" = Uncle Gary
"Herng Pek Pek 2"
See....laughs so happily...Maybe he thinks it's funny sitting still on the chair in front of the camera man? Laughs till eyes small small mouth big big....
Very ugly "Herng Pek Pek"- 懞豬眼。。。。big mouth....big teeth...Alamak!!!!
It just too funny to see his passport photos,so i requested the photographer to give me all the soft copies....Well, of course no free lunch, i need to pay extra for the extra softcopies...
Look at him....so uncle!!!!So "Ah pek"!!!!
"Herng Pek Pek" = Uncle Gary
"Herng Pek Pek 2"
See....laughs so happily...Maybe he thinks it's funny sitting still on the chair in front of the camera man? Laughs till eyes small small mouth big big....
Very ugly "Herng Pek Pek"- 懞豬眼。。。。big mouth....big teeth...Alamak!!!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
17 months old Gary
I intentionally set up this blog for little Poo-Gary, but along the way i post....it turns up to be Rojak...LOL!
It's time to give little update on Gary, he turned to 17 months old yesterday, time flies...Hope it really flies, like I blink once it's already one month passed :), so i blink 20 times, Poo daddy is already back for good !Hooray!
Mr Bao ( Do not get confused, Mr Bao= Little Poo= Gary), Poo Daddy likes to call him Mr Bao, i do not know why ?!Ok, back on track....Mr Bao still taking max 2 times milk a day, glad is he finally takes back milk milk after close to one month battle with me.This also proofs Doctor is right,Dr Lim advised me to go back to principle:
1)Do not give any other food 2-3 hours before feeding time.
2)Do not give him to many variety of foods,no strong taste of food.
3)Do not force him to drink, let it come naturally, he will drink back the milk when he feels like it or when he is hungry
4)Do not give other food till he finished his milk.
Though sometimes Mr Bao did not finished the whole bottle (7 oz) in the morning,probably he finsihed 3 -4 oz, but i already feel grateful that finally he wants milk.
Good thing is he can finished the whole bottle during night feed before he go to bed!
Mr Bao still in his 9-9.3kg weight range,no significant gain in weight, but can see him growing taller a bit, maybe he is > 75cm now.
He understand me very well,whatever i said to him he seems understand and react to what i instructed him.He knows part of his body now,knows his surroundings, transportation....his favorite is "Bah"= Bus...When he see bus, he will point to it and say "Bah", then when he see motorbikes, he move his arms and said "ngmm ngmm" which suppose to be "vroom vroom"..Ha, my boy still can't speaks well.
Apparently, he picked up Mandarin faster than English,this maybe bb sitter talks to him in Mandarin as well as others.Only me and Poo daddy are talking to him in English most of the time.No worry about this, i think he can then pick up English later.
His Character = short temper!!! Easy to get angry when we rejecting his request.Then he will pull himself down on the floor, swim forward and backwards..."Fat Lan Char"....Very funny, i can't get angry when i see him like this, but laugh at him....it just too funny.
Oh, he has almost all his teeth popped out now, can bite all kind of foods,including my arms.Still addicted to chut chut (Pacifier), how to get rid of this???...headache!He can almost eat by himself,he knows how to use fork and spoon and can position it very well to his mouth.
See so addicted...even the cover of pacifier also can put in his mouth
He is having his favorite fish ball..
Mr Bao.....laughing happily seeing his daddy on the PC
It's time to give little update on Gary, he turned to 17 months old yesterday, time flies...Hope it really flies, like I blink once it's already one month passed :), so i blink 20 times, Poo daddy is already back for good !Hooray!
Mr Bao ( Do not get confused, Mr Bao= Little Poo= Gary), Poo Daddy likes to call him Mr Bao, i do not know why ?!Ok, back on track....Mr Bao still taking max 2 times milk a day, glad is he finally takes back milk milk after close to one month battle with me.This also proofs Doctor is right,Dr Lim advised me to go back to principle:
1)Do not give any other food 2-3 hours before feeding time.
2)Do not give him to many variety of foods,no strong taste of food.
3)Do not force him to drink, let it come naturally, he will drink back the milk when he feels like it or when he is hungry
4)Do not give other food till he finished his milk.
Though sometimes Mr Bao did not finished the whole bottle (7 oz) in the morning,probably he finsihed 3 -4 oz, but i already feel grateful that finally he wants milk.
Good thing is he can finished the whole bottle during night feed before he go to bed!
Mr Bao still in his 9-9.3kg weight range,no significant gain in weight, but can see him growing taller a bit, maybe he is > 75cm now.
He understand me very well,whatever i said to him he seems understand and react to what i instructed him.He knows part of his body now,knows his surroundings, transportation....his favorite is "Bah"= Bus...When he see bus, he will point to it and say "Bah", then when he see motorbikes, he move his arms and said "ngmm ngmm" which suppose to be "vroom vroom"..Ha, my boy still can't speaks well.
Apparently, he picked up Mandarin faster than English,this maybe bb sitter talks to him in Mandarin as well as others.Only me and Poo daddy are talking to him in English most of the time.No worry about this, i think he can then pick up English later.
His Character = short temper!!! Easy to get angry when we rejecting his request.Then he will pull himself down on the floor, swim forward and backwards..."Fat Lan Char"....Very funny, i can't get angry when i see him like this, but laugh at him....it just too funny.
Oh, he has almost all his teeth popped out now, can bite all kind of foods,including my arms.Still addicted to chut chut (Pacifier), how to get rid of this???...headache!He can almost eat by himself,he knows how to use fork and spoon and can position it very well to his mouth.
See so addicted...even the cover of pacifier also can put in his mouth
He is having his favorite fish ball..
Mr Bao.....laughing happily seeing his daddy on the PC
Friday, July 3, 2009
momentum in life
Do you have a dream?What is your dream?
My dream is very simple...
Wake up early each morning, make a set of English breakfast for Poo Daddy, myself and little Poo....We go to work after breakfast and Little Poo go to school...I cook dinner each day for Poo daddy and little Poo,imagine both of them sitting on the dining table waiting for their food :) 3 of us then squeeze in a couch, watching TV....then Poo Daddy read bed time story for little Poo before go to bed.We go parks...shopping..watch movie....sports together during weekends....
Above is my dream,a very ordinary life to everyone....but for me, it's only a dream.
We've made a very difficult choice in our life and because of this, Both Poo daddy and i were separated by distance....We dream for each other in different corner of the globe each night.
As we chat about future, Poo daddy said we are his momentum to move forward...Without me and little Poo, his life is meaningless...whatever he strikes now will not serve any purpose.
Very soon....very soon... our dream will come true, we just have to hold on for a little while.Poo Daddy will drive us to the destination with his full momentum!!!
My dream is very simple...
Wake up early each morning, make a set of English breakfast for Poo Daddy, myself and little Poo....We go to work after breakfast and Little Poo go to school...I cook dinner each day for Poo daddy and little Poo,imagine both of them sitting on the dining table waiting for their food :) 3 of us then squeeze in a couch, watching TV....then Poo Daddy read bed time story for little Poo before go to bed.We go parks...shopping..watch movie....sports together during weekends....
Above is my dream,a very ordinary life to everyone....but for me, it's only a dream.
We've made a very difficult choice in our life and because of this, Both Poo daddy and i were separated by distance....We dream for each other in different corner of the globe each night.
As we chat about future, Poo daddy said we are his momentum to move forward...Without me and little Poo, his life is meaningless...whatever he strikes now will not serve any purpose.
Very soon....very soon... our dream will come true, we just have to hold on for a little while.Poo Daddy will drive us to the destination with his full momentum!!!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Chinese? English???
I'm Chinese educated since kindergarten,Chinese is my mother language,first word i know is not "A..B..C" but "一。。。。二。。。。三". I have never never doubt my Chinese standard until recently.... Friends around me said:"Oh, ya...u sure u are Chinese educated?" Oh my god! Is my mandarin that bad?! I admit that i may mixed a little Cantonese slang, that's always common for "Ipoh Mari". LOL!
So, i gave myself a reading test, i tried to read a paragraph in a Chinese article,and you know what, i couldn't read smoothly like the old school days! I stopped every 3-5 words...Oh gosh, i almost want to hide myself under the table.
I told my best friend of mine (my ex-schoolmate) that my Chinese is being challenged by colleagues and friends, and she didn't believe me.In her memory, my Chinese is good,as i always scored high marks in essay writing, and even submitted post to magazines.
Guess i have returned whatever i have learned from school to my teachers.In today's working environment,we use English most of the time, i would say since we graduated from High School, we no longer speak and write Chinese,gradually i have lost the power of mastering this language.Will it be too late to pick it up again?I still strongly believe nothing is too late :)
I will definitely send my little Poo to Chinese school, i always proud for myself as a Chinese educated student.Well...Do not fool yourself, it's no longer English education system now in our primary school unless you send your kids to International School.
A very good example is Poo Daddy, who is a banana....He regrets that he does not know Chinese and missed out a lot of interesting stuffs in his life, books..entertainments...and now even work is hard for him in China :(
Do remember one thing, your kid's future count on you, one simple action from you decides their future!!!
So, i gave myself a reading test, i tried to read a paragraph in a Chinese article,and you know what, i couldn't read smoothly like the old school days! I stopped every 3-5 words...Oh gosh, i almost want to hide myself under the table.
I told my best friend of mine (my ex-schoolmate) that my Chinese is being challenged by colleagues and friends, and she didn't believe me.In her memory, my Chinese is good,as i always scored high marks in essay writing, and even submitted post to magazines.
Guess i have returned whatever i have learned from school to my teachers.In today's working environment,we use English most of the time, i would say since we graduated from High School, we no longer speak and write Chinese,gradually i have lost the power of mastering this language.Will it be too late to pick it up again?I still strongly believe nothing is too late :)
I will definitely send my little Poo to Chinese school, i always proud for myself as a Chinese educated student.Well...Do not fool yourself, it's no longer English education system now in our primary school unless you send your kids to International School.
A very good example is Poo Daddy, who is a banana....He regrets that he does not know Chinese and missed out a lot of interesting stuffs in his life, books..entertainments...and now even work is hard for him in China :(
Do remember one thing, your kid's future count on you, one simple action from you decides their future!!!
Monday, June 29, 2009
busy weekend
Last weekend, brothers and i celebrated a belated Father's day lunch for our father. He suggested that we go for Sitiawan seafood, so being good daughter and sons, we purposely drove down to Sitiawan to have seafood lunch...We did not aware it is located o far, we thought it is only about 45 minutes drive from Ipoh town...After the lunch,my brother said...went to a pirate ship, should just had lunch nearby ..LOL!
But, can really see my father is happy to see us all attended to the lunch ....which already worth the effort...:)
It was a busy home trip, after had lunch with my own family, then next was be dinner with my MIL and BIL, we went to have vegetarian sushi, My BIL misses the food here after being months in China.Frankly, i like the food here too...especially the sushi.
We went to Tesco to have little shop , reached home about 10.30pm, i suppose to meet up with my best friend who so happened to return home at the same time.But she had plan, so we postponed to Sunday.
All i can say is a tiring Saturday, despite of the traveling and being out the whole day, i need to take care of little Bao , who ran up and down in the car,did not give me a chance to have peaceful lunch and dinner....Days of battle on the table just begins, he just wants to be like us, using spoon and fork on the dining place, taking food that meant for adult, rejecting his own baby food... His stubborn character is more and more surface up now, little Poo very soon becomes a little monster in my life :(
Sunday began with a brunch,finally met up with my best friend at her house, i did not bring little Bao (my MIL helped me to take care of my him)...We even went to visited another good friend, all 3 of us were very good friends during school day. Time flies, it almost 15 years we graduated from school,only meeting once or twice a year during big day.
Though the last weekend was so packed, but i really enjoyed it...precious moments with families and friends.
But, can really see my father is happy to see us all attended to the lunch ....which already worth the effort...:)
It was a busy home trip, after had lunch with my own family, then next was be dinner with my MIL and BIL, we went to have vegetarian sushi, My BIL misses the food here after being months in China.Frankly, i like the food here too...especially the sushi.
We went to Tesco to have little shop , reached home about 10.30pm, i suppose to meet up with my best friend who so happened to return home at the same time.But she had plan, so we postponed to Sunday.
All i can say is a tiring Saturday, despite of the traveling and being out the whole day, i need to take care of little Bao , who ran up and down in the car,did not give me a chance to have peaceful lunch and dinner....Days of battle on the table just begins, he just wants to be like us, using spoon and fork on the dining place, taking food that meant for adult, rejecting his own baby food... His stubborn character is more and more surface up now, little Poo very soon becomes a little monster in my life :(
Sunday began with a brunch,finally met up with my best friend at her house, i did not bring little Bao (my MIL helped me to take care of my him)...We even went to visited another good friend, all 3 of us were very good friends during school day. Time flies, it almost 15 years we graduated from school,only meeting once or twice a year during big day.
Though the last weekend was so packed, but i really enjoyed it...precious moments with families and friends.
Friday, June 26, 2009
A sad live story
My heart is heavy...after i read a very sad live story.A blog that a husband write for his wife who passed away unexpectedly after 46 days battle with the cancer cell. All happened in a sudden...so fast...
SeeYiheng is the blog that i were saying...
I can really feel the pain...
May all of us stay healthy always...
SeeYiheng is the blog that i were saying...
I can really feel the pain...
May all of us stay healthy always...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Bathing in the stream
Last weekend we joined a Durian makan -makan trip at Balik Pulau, We went in an orchard and have durian feast by the stream, sounds really interesting, right? It is indeed, despite of the tiring hike with the little Bao. LOL!
It is suppose a 15 minutes hike, but carried a 10kg little adult, it dragged me about 30 mins....to reach the stream.Sweat..... but a lot of fun!
See how much fun my son had...playing in the stream.
Showing off the new swimming trunk i bought for him...
This suppose to be a durian feast..why no photos of durian??? Too busy taking care of him in the water....kakaka!
It is suppose a 15 minutes hike, but carried a 10kg little adult, it dragged me about 30 mins....to reach the stream.Sweat..... but a lot of fun!
See how much fun my son had...playing in the stream.
Showing off the new swimming trunk i bought for him...
This suppose to be a durian feast..why no photos of durian??? Too busy taking care of him in the water....kakaka!
Friday, June 19, 2009
What is in your mind when u are dying?
I woke up in the middle of the night,suddenly felt difficult to breath and my chest was pain.I did not know what happened,could feel the my heart was like burning.
I got up from bed and sat up right, the chest pain still there and i tried to drink some water, the pain got stronger and coming with fast heart beat.
You know what came into my mind instantly??? Am i dying? No..i can't die now....If i die,who is taking care of little Poo???Poo daddy is not here....No, god....i can't die just like that...Atleast let me see Poo daddy is back and be with little Poo....No..i can't die now......I turned and looked at little Poo, he was sleeping tightly besides me....No..i can't die...i can't die now...
Maybe i should go to the hospital, I pull myself up and went downstair, saw my best friend was still working in the living room,she also worried to see me in pain, asked me to make some hot drink, maybe it helps to relief a bit.If not then go see doctor right away.
I made myself a half cup of Horlicks, sitting on the sofa....i can feeled to Horlicks ran down in my throat, pain...What's wrong???Totally no idea.Funny thing was i told her maybe the tablet that i took before bed stucked in my esophagus. Then she laughed at me...If really that's the case,u sure choked.
After a while, i burped, a lot of gas....feeled better after gas were burped out.
We diagnosed that the root couse should gas in my stomach.It could be the ginger tea that i took in the evening which relieves the gas and causing chest pain. This Chest pain caused by heart burn generally originates at the top of the stomach and leading the burning sensation to higher up in the throat.
After this incident, I realised the bond is so strong between me and little Poo,i care about him the most on that critical moment.I can't leave him unless he is being well taken care....unless Poo Daddy is with him...
So if i die, i want to die in Poo daddy arms and hug of little Poo.
I got up from bed and sat up right, the chest pain still there and i tried to drink some water, the pain got stronger and coming with fast heart beat.
You know what came into my mind instantly??? Am i dying? No..i can't die now....If i die,who is taking care of little Poo???Poo daddy is not here....No, god....i can't die just like that...Atleast let me see Poo daddy is back and be with little Poo....No..i can't die now......I turned and looked at little Poo, he was sleeping tightly besides me....No..i can't die...i can't die now...
Maybe i should go to the hospital, I pull myself up and went downstair, saw my best friend was still working in the living room,she also worried to see me in pain, asked me to make some hot drink, maybe it helps to relief a bit.If not then go see doctor right away.
I made myself a half cup of Horlicks, sitting on the sofa....i can feeled to Horlicks ran down in my throat, pain...What's wrong???Totally no idea.Funny thing was i told her maybe the tablet that i took before bed stucked in my esophagus. Then she laughed at me...If really that's the case,u sure choked.
After a while, i burped, a lot of gas....feeled better after gas were burped out.
We diagnosed that the root couse should gas in my stomach.It could be the ginger tea that i took in the evening which relieves the gas and causing chest pain. This Chest pain caused by heart burn generally originates at the top of the stomach and leading the burning sensation to higher up in the throat.
After this incident, I realised the bond is so strong between me and little Poo,i care about him the most on that critical moment.I can't leave him unless he is being well taken care....unless Poo Daddy is with him...
So if i die, i want to die in Poo daddy arms and hug of little Poo.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
"Something" that would change my life
I'm anticipating something...something that i would really want to try...
But this something that i'm waiting for seems getting further now...it touched me, making me feel great and giving me hope....But all seems getting vague now...like disappearing in the mist...
Sounds very mysterious???LOL!
I guess i should not take this "something" too seriously, if it's turning into real then it's a bonus to me ...Well,I'm wrapping this up,carry on my life now...
But this something that i'm waiting for seems getting further now...it touched me, making me feel great and giving me hope....But all seems getting vague now...like disappearing in the mist...
Sounds very mysterious???LOL!
I guess i should not take this "something" too seriously, if it's turning into real then it's a bonus to me ...Well,I'm wrapping this up,carry on my life now...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Laziness climbs over my head
Lazy..very lazy...
Do not feel like to talk ...
Do not feel like to move...
Do not feel like to think...
Just let me be a lazy pig for a while,ok?
Last weekend, brothers and friends were at town,visited some tourist spots that i will not go in normal days... :P
Went to Spice Garden,made one big round in Penang Island,had durian in Balik Pulau...Disovered my little Poo is also like me, having motion sickness....You know waht is my first reaction? I laughed.....Muahaha..I recall,still find it's funny...He was having his favourite biscuit, then suddenly he looked to the front kept asking me for "chut chut" (His pacifier).At first i did not understand why he was having biscuits halfway , some more need his pacifier then suddenly i realised....coz i was having nausee too that time while going on the winding road at Balik Pulau.
Little Poo immediately lie on my lap,quietly sucking his pacifier....did not move at all...It was so funny to look at him having motion sickness...LOL!!!
Some photos taken in Spice Garden, there is a small stream in the garden and Little Poo enjoyed so much!
Do not feel like to talk ...
Do not feel like to move...
Do not feel like to think...
Just let me be a lazy pig for a while,ok?
Last weekend, brothers and friends were at town,visited some tourist spots that i will not go in normal days... :P
Went to Spice Garden,made one big round in Penang Island,had durian in Balik Pulau...Disovered my little Poo is also like me, having motion sickness....You know waht is my first reaction? I laughed.....Muahaha..I recall,still find it's funny...He was having his favourite biscuit, then suddenly he looked to the front kept asking me for "chut chut" (His pacifier).At first i did not understand why he was having biscuits halfway , some more need his pacifier then suddenly i realised....coz i was having nausee too that time while going on the winding road at Balik Pulau.
Little Poo immediately lie on my lap,quietly sucking his pacifier....did not move at all...It was so funny to look at him having motion sickness...LOL!!!
Some photos taken in Spice Garden, there is a small stream in the garden and Little Poo enjoyed so much!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
16 months old Gary
Gary is reaching 16 months old now, but his size still look as tiny as 1 year old boy. My little bao dislikes milk,this really bringing me headache.....He likes to have solids, but solids is not as nutricious as milk :(
I started new trick now,i'm giving him cheese, apparently he likes it and hope this will help to boost his weight and height gain :)
See how bossy he is....sitting in his car seat..taking nap
I did not take a lot of photos of him recently,lazy ...After the maid left...Tonnes of work need to be done and this super glue boy just recovered from Herpes....
Little Bao getting more sticky lately, since he was 15 months.Just suddenly not getting any friendly, he wasn't that last time,he used to be super friendly, anyone can carry him, so anyone can walk away with my son if i do not aware.
Maybe it's good sign that he is becoming more alert to strangers, then i can feel safe.
Little Bao getting very very cheeky now, he imitates adult to make monkey face, come to hug me and kiss me after i scolded him....feed me with his favourite food, kiss me before he goes to bed ....All i can say is...So warm in my heart!!!
I love you,son....Thanks for filling my life with such wonderful moment!
I started new trick now,i'm giving him cheese, apparently he likes it and hope this will help to boost his weight and height gain :)
See how bossy he is....sitting in his car seat..taking nap
I did not take a lot of photos of him recently,lazy ...After the maid left...Tonnes of work need to be done and this super glue boy just recovered from Herpes....
Little Bao getting more sticky lately, since he was 15 months.Just suddenly not getting any friendly, he wasn't that last time,he used to be super friendly, anyone can carry him, so anyone can walk away with my son if i do not aware.
Maybe it's good sign that he is becoming more alert to strangers, then i can feel safe.
Little Bao getting very very cheeky now, he imitates adult to make monkey face, come to hug me and kiss me after i scolded him....feed me with his favourite food, kiss me before he goes to bed ....All i can say is...So warm in my heart!!!
I love you,son....Thanks for filling my life with such wonderful moment!
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